Wednesday, March 8, 2017

Alone

After more than 1 year in this new office, management suddenly tell me to shift into a room of my own. Very very very weird that after this 1 year, I am in a room by myself with no one to talk to. I still can remember vividly on the 1st day I came to this office, I felt like a newbie. And 1 year had just passed so quickly.

In this 1 year, the most important I had learnt is to open and embrace the change with open arms. I had made a bunch of new friends / colleagues. Perhaps I really do not like to lead a team, perhaps I prefer to follow, a lot of "perhaps" were in my mind when I came in but I had just learnt to take it and accept it gracefully.

Life is a mystery and you do not know what's in store for you.

So I guess for now, I will just sit back and learn as much as I can before more job responsibilities come along.

Thursday, December 22, 2016

TW here i come again

Coming Xmas Eve, i will be flying to one of my top 3 destinations again... :)

It has a good feeling that i end with the same destination that i traveled in Jan 2016 and i am going there as the last travel destination in 2016.

Very excited cause this is a family trip with my Brother-in-law. :)


Friday, October 7, 2016

I’m Not Afraid



This is the next positive song I had heard from her.

Very full of positive thoughts in this song. I like :)

每一個人都在掙扎
每一個人都有 想去的地方
有時候天使不回答
也許只是因為 心還不夠渴望
我擦乾淚水 再一次出發

我在漫漫長夜之中飛翔
尋找屬於我的那道星光
明明知道誠實容易受傷 我不害怕 我不害怕

我要奔向我心裏的遠方
親手擁抱最美好的時光
路上難免也會迷失方向 我不害怕 我不害怕
擁有夢的人 世界多麼瘋狂 都不害怕 (我不害怕)

想在你面前放光芒
想看見你為我 驕傲的模樣
我只有一分鐘悲傷 然後 微笑 就把挫折都遺忘
一定有幸福 在我的前方

一閃一閃 星星亮了 一閃一閃 給我希望
不知不覺 我熱淚盈眶

抬起頭來淚就不會落下
揚起嘴角我就不再徬徨
跟著心裏最想要的願望 越過高山 越過海洋

我願相信生命就要天亮
我願相信痛苦裏有寶藏
有個明天正在等我抵達 我在路上 正在路上
擁有夢的人 路有多長 都不害怕 我不害怕

Fight Song

Recently love this song again very much due to the singer from Malaysia. In the beginning I felt that the way she sing it was plain normal and not so dramatic as the original singer, but when i was told by my friends that she is an orphan and she went through so much to be here.

well, hope that she wins rather then our singaporean who is in this competition too as I believed she is more hungry to win this. You go girl!

Wednesday, September 14, 2016

Looking forward to Genting

In 2 more days time, I am off to Genting Highlands again. This trip would be the same same but different mentality.

In the terms of the same same part, my travelling partner is the same which would be my mum :)

In terms of the different part, this time I am travelling with a very different mood and in a different work place. Why different mood? Well, this year I am a much happier person as I had "finished" with the ordeal of last year and I am now in a new environment.

The new environment, no doubt is a better place but I am still more or less the same person with a different mentality. In 1 year time, I have shifted office twice. For 2015, I was unhappy to shift to the new place as I had been asked to "swallow" down something solely that was not entirely my fault but I had to do it anyway.

For 2016, I finally got to shift to a new office with a new designation. I am happy :)


Wednesday, August 31, 2016

整个八月


August is finally going to an end! Suddenly thought of this song and decided to post about it.

This year had been a very much different year as compared to Aug 2015. I am a much happier person as I learnt to see things more openly and not be so 执著.

I had learnt to come to terms that work at the end of the day, is just a job. No need to worry about about anything else. Just step into office and then do what you are supposed to do and leave for home on the dot.

Your life happens after work. :)






Monday, August 29, 2016

New Blog, New Post

It's been a while since I had last posted and after reading my friend's posts, I had decided to pick it up again.

Life has been a hell of a roller coaster ride for me since 2011, which also happens to be the year when I turned 30 years old. It was the point of time that I was so into marathon running that I had to give it up due to the fact of a potential promotion.

I still remember the day 10 Oct 2011 where I was supposed to head to Bintan the next day for a staycation as I had won it but I couldn't make it due to my Dad's admission in hospital. We had all thought that it was going to be just kidney stones but it turned out to be other stuff. It was the C word, the word that we didn't want to hear. But once we heard that word, we hope it was benign but it was not.

Since then, the world was turned upside down for us. For me, I got the post at a new work place and I had to juggle work and family. Since then, it was shuttling between hospital and work. Thanks to the co-operative and supportive subordinate, I was able to cope.

In Feb 2012, I decided to get a car due to the fact of my work nature. It also happened to be CNY and we drove to his brother's place for CNY celebration, At the same time, I took up the courage to ask the time my dad had left. "6 months" was the answer and it was a shock to me as I still remember crying in the toilet after hearing that.

Since then, we make the most of everyday to spend time with Dad and everyday was like a countdown. The time came when 28 June 2012 came and we saw his last breath before we knew his time was up. My sister and me both held him in our arms before we bade him goodbye.

After that, there was other problems we settled. Family issues from his immediate family as well as all the issues from fatigue happened for us and especially Mum.

We were all recovering from illnesses and at the same time, I gave up on exercise. It was due to work and due to all the things that had happened that exercise was given up.

In July 2015, I experienced yet another down in the roller coaster of life. This time was the work issue, something that I could have managed better but most of it was not under my control.

In the period of close to 5 years, I had piled a total of 30kg at least. I hated what I see in the mirror and I decided that I should make a change.

And so I did, I lost a total of close to 12kg since Nov 2015 till now.
Gonna keep on moving and lose more weight to get healthier.